death

“DEATH”- this is the one thing that has been troubling me since a while. Well it doesn’t mean I’m afraid of death or terrified by the thought of it. It’s just that I don’t like the way it comes to some to us. Be it rich or poor, old or young, diseased or healthy-all are equal before death. At one moment of time you see a healthy person and the next moment he may die due to an accident. Life is so uncertain..

I agree that every person should die and it’s a must, but what’s the meaning of life when it ends so abruptly and meaninglessly? A couple of days ago I came to know that a boy, who is 6to7 years old died due to falling in a man hole. If we go through newspaper, every other day we find a child dying in an accident or a heart problem or some other reason. What has been their fault? Their lives ended without even knowing the true meaning of life. Don’t you think that god(leave alone the debate if he exists or not) was being unfair to them? What’s the point of being born when you die even before realizing the essence of life?

I agree that if given a chance to decide the time of death most of the people(if not all) will never want to die. But that’s not what I am asking for. A life should be a complete blend of all emotions and one must experience all of it before dying. And the most important of all he/she must know the value of life before dying. If I consider myself as an example I wouldn’t mind dying at one point of time when I’ve done bad in my exam or when my parents scold me. But I’m sure after a moment or two I would want to live and enjoy my life.

Had there been a fixed span of life time wouldn’t it be great? We would have enjoyed life to the fullest extent and People who love you would be prepared for the news of our death. Wouldn’t this be better than one dying all of a sudden and leaving them in shock and unbearable grief? I don’t mean that if we know the time of death the amount of grief will be less, but at least they’ll be prepared for your death and one can see all of their loved ones before dying.

Death obviously means putting a sad end to life. But what I want (which will never happen) is that people should not die at a young age or they should die by an accident or any illness. It would be great if all of us will die at a particular age and without any pain or grief. And at that point of time I think there will be a meaning to the life we live because we’ll know our life span and will want to enjoy it to the fullest extent.

my first post

Its been long since I created this blog but haven’t posted anything. I’ve been wondering from quite a while what prompted me to create a blog, was it just because it sounded good having a blog or was I really eager to write?!!! Well, if I give it a thought I feel that I was really impressed by my friends’ blogs and it was then that I realized that even people like me who are too lazy to do most of the things have a an innate feeling of expressing(or rather trying to express) ones’ ideas, opinions, fears………….. in the form of a blog.

Well now that I have started writing my first post, I was faced by a simple yet complex question of what should I write? then I decided why to start with complex things why not start writing about myself. Not a kind of biography but what I think about myself and all that stuff.

I think one word that describes me aptly is ‘complex’. I don’t know why but I always find myself as a complex person. I think I’m a very jovial person and make everyone around me happy, but that’s when I’m not thinking about anything else. But when I’m disturbed or sad or worried or whatever I’m very gloomy. I don’t take decisions on my own be it simpler ones like which dress to buy or important ones like what course to study. I’m happy that I’ve got a wonderful family and a few friends who help me make my life easy. Its not that I’m dependent on others for everything in my life but it feels good when someone help you out.

Most of my friends have said that they dint kind of like me when they first met me but now (they say) I’m a nice person… I feel I’m like a frog in the well which thinks that the well is the only world. I don’t trust people easily and I don’t make friends easily and may be I react in a hostile way when people try to do so and may be it’s the first reason why no one likes me the first time they meet me. But once I trust them I feel I can trust my life with them.. I think may be because of such kind of behavior I lost a hundred friends but I can bet I earned some ‘true’ friends.

I behave indifferently to some situations, to which people empathize and sometimes I find myself moaning for the miseries of people I don’t even know. Every coin has two sides and may be I’m jumping from this side to that every now and then and that’s the reason why I’m so complex. But I think I’ve come to know of one thing through writing this blog that not every action can be judged as good or bad. There are some actions which are beyond reason… I’ve thought I’ll be writing about myself and I’ve ended up being philosophical. One thing is for sure Thoughts and life cannot be controlled what we can do is just turn them in the right direction.